We spent last week receiving hurricane Ida’s leftovers…our first tropical storm-ish experience. The rain in the South? You guys, it’s incredible. Sheets and sheets came down, loudly and perfectly making us known of their presence, their power. We’d never seen rain like this.
It meant we got creative at home with finding things to do and read and discover. But with the big deck, the kids could still be outside despite the rain. Yet another new experience, new blessing, and new gratefulness.
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Our world is still very out of sorts. SO many things are still up in the air, waiting to float down to where they are meant to be. The waiting and wondering and trying to figure out — it makes me exhausted. EXHAUSTED. I could nap right now before even ending this post…
But I can’t.
If I weren’t so hopeful I’d tell you that I’m drowning. In things to accomplish, to do, to understand, to learn. But I know God will work it out somehow. I’m quietly treading water until then.
But my legs are getting tired, and I feel as though the drowning is *right there* around the corner, and I’m not sure if I’m averting it or simply denying it.
Either way, I keep on.
Treading. Waiting. Hoping.

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okay… I am drooling over your new house. I have a 'thing' for front porches… can we come live with you?!
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I agree – love that porch!
Hang in there lady
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I don't know your full situation, but I do know that when I feel like I'm at the point where I'm drowning….God shows up! So keep Hanging on…that's what faith is, right?! Praying for you!
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You have trhe right attitude – God will pull all things in to place!!
Hang in there!
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Listen, this southern girl is telling – that porch is a treasure. Girlfriend, and the rain, sometimes it pours, but I guess you knew that already. Thinking so much about you, friend. Love the CC button over there, by the way!
xoxo
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Oh.my. Your deck is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!
I have a feeling I'm about to be treading…
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This picture is absolutely gorgeous!!
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I LOVE your porch!! It is AWESOME! And so glad you enjoy the rain here
(I'm in NC, not SC, but we have the same awesome rain) How did you like how we Southerners call those kind of storms a Nor'easter? I hope things get back on track and settle soon for you. Take care!
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