Irritating.

by Arianne on October 27, 2009

Irritating.

I find myself noticing every buzz, whir, sigh of everything in the room.

He won’t listen.  He keeps doing that one thing I’ve asked him not to.  He won’t leave me alone.

It’s all so irritating, like sand in your swimsuit.  Or that tiny rock in your boot, it’s always there, small and menacing.

Grind grind grind go my teeth.

I reflect, and deflect, and try to steer this boat back to the Purpose.  Back to what life is about.  Oh the blessings — that’s right.  They are immense lately.  Humbling, beautiful.  Perfect.

Why did I fall into this trap of aggravation?  I can’t believe how easy it is for Darkness to trick me into believing lies about things, and putting way too much stock in the tiny insignificant.  It won’t be this easy next time.  The shields are up and locks are in place now.  No more free ride.

No more easy access to my buttons.  Push them, and nothing will happen.

This time.

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Lissa_ShrinkingJeans October 27, 2009 at 10:15 am

I wish I was better at hiding my “aggravate” button. It is getting pressed far too much lately.

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sarasophia October 27, 2009 at 12:07 pm

I think our “buttons” should be covered in pudding.

That way it'd be impossible to push them.
We could just eat them for a snack if we got hungry,
and then there would be no need to ever feel annoyed again.

(I wish my ideas had any type of practical application in real life.)

Wishing you love and bubble baths today.
Love, bubble baths, and sparkle moments.

Sara Sophia

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MutheringHeights October 27, 2009 at 7:59 pm

They always know how to get to you, don't they??

I hope you can find a way around it! :)

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gina October 28, 2009 at 2:56 pm

So well written!!

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